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HOW WE LIVE WHEN WE CANNOT SURVIVE

by Corvid Canine

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And I will become So much more undignified Than this When elegance loses its footing Delicacy fails to save the swan No strength to swim a butterfly stroke Floating like corpse Just to stay alive Now is time for poise to rest The human sleeps and monster rises
2.
When every cry for help goes unanswered Every struggle to climb is unfruitful Where do I turn but inward? And reach for anything and everything that pleases How I must live when I cannot survive Thousands and thousands of words could never get through to you Time to be concerned with making my own sense Like a bird that cache’s and sifts through it all I will consume anything and everything I want
3.
Fuck your armchair philosophy Your worthless self inflating ideologies With a broken sense of self esteem And eyes blurred from endless wool Even I can see That I deserve much better than this Better than this mistreatment Better than this broken life Better than your turning away Better than this hand i’m dealt I deserve better So much fucking better Than this
4.
At what point Is the original lost? Even with the first patch It’s not as it was A stuffed toy stitched When the seams are ripped You can love it still But the damage has still been done Treasuring the patches Every little thread Still coming undone Holding tight until it falls apart
5.
WHAT FUTURE? 00:34
The world changed overnight when I was 9 years old The end of the vainer of sanity in this world And since then, it only got worse What future is there for me to consider? Plagues, war, famine; baby I’ve seen it all No sign of peace or prosperity on the horizon No future Only the now is left
6.
This is my time to celebrate Pride in being true to myself Fuck you and your discourse Fuck you and your hetero tantrums Fuck you and your upturned nose Fuck you and your purity politics Tie a rainbow around my fist Not a fashion statement But a declaration of my soul Pride is a fucking riot Not a fucking fashion show Pride is a fucking riot Not time to play nice
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I’m not sorry i’m not the right kind Not X enough, not Y enough I won’t fit inside your box The only thing I wanna be is me Whether or not you like it at all If it breaks down your little worldview I hope it breaks you too
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BROKEN FACED 00:45
Broken mirror pieces Disjoint together Show me someone I don’t recognize When did my face begin to look like this? I haven’t felt like myself in a long time Restore me Put the broken colours back together Will I ever be Myself again?
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The day I found what I feared most It was too late Already atrophied A withered plant Can no longer grow Only fade You can’t undo the sun set Or stop the tide from turning But nothing my heart fears more Than the decay that’s settling in
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The mountains that became Mountains for you again Were nothing but trash heaps All along Back to fucking square one You’ve played this game before Only the uniforms have changed You can polish a ball of dirt But all that’s left in the end Is infertile soil
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Lost in the colours Reaching for what My heart aches for Now I’m a garish palette Orange against the blue Green against the red Shades of dirt against Chromatica What an ugly portrait I’ve painted A shaky hand and an eye for only Tones that make sense to me Poor Ugly Birdie

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off the cuff noisecore release to make sure the TT78 survived storage and to blow off steam

all made over the course of two evenings

life is messy and spontaneous

so must I be if I'm going to make it day after day



Happy Pride Month too! <3

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released June 4, 2022

Gear:

Peavy Millennium bass
Cyclone Analogic Beat Bot TT78
Casiotone MT-205
Balloons and a contact mic
Spark Positive Grid amp

Thanks again to my good buddy Kami Yama for gifting me the Casiotone!

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